Wednesday, July 06, 2005
in my whole 20 years living in this earth..
i juz faced one of my most traumatised ordeal ever..
i was hospitalised.
2nd July'05.
saturday.
had high fever of 39degs that went on and off frequently when i was admitted for 3 days.it was so horrid. e cold shivers and runs through ur entire body.but when wrapped with layers of blanket.ur just constantly burning up with extreme heat. plain awfully horrid.
injections and drips and a irritant nurse whom caused me to vomit my dinner out and reprimanded me for doing that. wad a loathe.food there really sucks coz there r many patients whom cant intake much salt causes e food to be bland. but i thank e many pple who came to visit and threw my boredom away watching HBO 24/7. and my baby who faced this ever since e start of it all. from my house to e clinic to e hospital. sorry for e trauma, but many love for being there.
AND...
2nd july. i was supposed to be at zouk, djSonny. it was good.everyone was there. and thats where everyone knew where i was.but it was too sad that i couldnt enjoy e music. but oh well.. am not e only one who couldnt be there..
just as much..
another weekend being gone and wasted..
this weekend of fun is not running away now..
Posted by jojomano at 8:29:00 PM
Friday, July 01, 2005
everyday is truly a new beginning for everyone but for me dearest, i had a brand new beginning when i came back from aussie. the things in life i have seen and ventured has took a toll on me. i really cant wait to go melbourne to study. to leave everything here in spore and be there on my own without naggings.
total serenity.
but as i was talking to my frd whom juz got back yesterday from sdyney. she says she misses spore. as we talked more indepth abt studies and aust. we did came to a conclusion that pple whom havent left spore and is always eager to get out there finds it exciting, but those who did been out there misses it back here. i guess its e experience. and after awhile, u will miss ur own country coz thats where everyone is.family and friends.
but wad e heck, i do wanna run away from here. it will be boring there, but i still stand on my ground and declare that i do not wanna work juz yet. i still wanna study.very much.
i applied for my university.
now cross ur fingers and wait for a reply...
Posted by jojomano at 3:30:00 PM